Heaven forbid you end up alone and don't know why

 Ok, I just love this picture. I think it encompasses my love for music, right? This is in the TAMU radio station where I studied with Michael. Freakin' awesome, y'all. Check it out!

Today was so interesting. NOTHING went my way!! The shots I've been trying to get for 2 weeks now were postponed again because they didn't have the dosage.. again.. But the joy I found in spending time with some super cool former aggie nurses overrode that. Then there was having to turn in a paper I found out about the night before.. But the joy I found in having the technology not work and having class canceled overrode that! Then my trip to the mall to get an outfit for the crush party failed, my need for new glasses couldn't be supplied, and the line for smoothies was too long... I left empty handed.

My day was pretty materialistic and despite my usual selfish down attitude about how nothing went my way, my heart was turned to the Lord and how beautiful it was outside and how lucky I am to have the friends I have. I am constantly reminded of how awesome my sisters are... And even in that sense, how awesome my family is. I was having a rough day yesterday and got in my car to go get fast food. I then had a voice in my head question 'why are you going to get food?'. I listened and admitted to eating my feelings.. turned around and went home. I then decided to go to the bible as opposed to my other bad habits, and right when I opened it I was looking up a verse and at the top of the page I found a note from my mom.

It transformed my night and impacted my whole day today. I immediately sent my parents a long message about how lucky I am to have them and how blessed I am by them. I appreciate them so much and never tell them. It was a small note that boosted my confidence, reminded me I'm loved, revealed my appreciation and instigated a love fest with my parents :) I notice I forget a lot to sit and remember what I have, or what I'm thankful for. Most of the time it's my parents. If someone treated me the way I sometimes treat them, I'd get up in their face in a very white-girl way. But their unconditional love never fails me... If they love me that much, how can I even try to understand God's love for me??? It's indescribable the warmth I feel and peace I receive when I think about that. I will never truly know the depth of God's love for me until I see Him in heaven... what a Glorious day!!

I had the joy of spending time with Alisa Dubinski today.. she is freakin' adorable y'all. The least judgmental person I've ever met. She loves unconditionally and constantly and puts a smile on my face all the time :) She is encouraging and compassionate. If you don't know her, get to know her!! She is such a joy to me.

I'm thinking its time to head to bed.. My longest (and greatest) day is tomorrow and I've got a test coming up.

Thanks anyone?

Thank you God for today. Thank you for the weather and the people I spent time with. Continue to use Alisa for Your will, because her passion and love could be from no one but You. Thank you for my family.. Thank you for constantly reminding me that they are a blessing and I'm incredibly lucky to have them!!! Let's have another glorious day, ok??

To all my readers, peace out girl scout!

Molly