I loved this weekend. I had so much time with my family to sit and talk and share our hearts. We discussed our faith and what's going on in our lives.. and even better my parents said they've noticed a change in me. Already God is shining His recently understood light from me. What an honor.. I got to see/spend some time with some really cool people as well as some people that it was really difficult to see. But God healed my heart. He gave me the strength to love on those it is hard to love and to smile at those who I didn't know I could smile at. I feel as if I am living proof of God's love and power. Who I am today wouldn't be possible if it weren't for Him... I can say first hand I did NOTHING to change myself. I surrendered my heart to Him and allowed Him to change me. But I did nothing special or super hard except admit I couldn't make my life better. I released control and gained love. I love to love. All I want to do is love. I am overjoyed that I finally found a place where my passion for love and people is utilized and needed to do it right. I am still learning boundaries, and how to do it, and when to do it. This has been especially difficult with my past with emotional dependency on the guys I dated... But I finally feel as if I know what real love is, and that I can still love and stay on the path to Him who created it.
ANYWAY, I am so joyful. Only God could heal me the way He has. Only God could provide incredible people that I definitely don't deserve in my life. Only God could create love, a passionate deep experience filled with joy and peace!!! Only God could give me a little 7 month old bundle of joy that loves to french kiss anyone she meets. She defines unconditional love :)
This past weekend we got our littles. I can tell you hands down mine is the coolest. Rebecca Wilson loves unconditionally, gives GREAT hugs, and is genuinely interested in anyone she meets. I am so lucky and blessed to have her and I am so excited for our relationship to grow until it busts. God is working so much and she is so in tune with Him.. I am just in awe of her ability to love!!! Not only that, but she fits in so well. My big Polly is my mentor, my accountability, one of my best friends.. I'm so blessed to have such a Godly woman for a big. She has changed my life just by the way she lives hers. In short, our family is pretty pimpin'. that's all I have to say :)
Thanks anyone??
God thank you for my family. Thank you for the transformation occurring in Dallas and in the hearts of the people that know me best. Thank you for inspiring discussion about You this weekend, and letting Your light shine from me. It is a blessing and an honor to even be involved in a glimpse of You.
Thank you for my Theta family. My little is such a light to me.. She radiates love and your joy and I can't get enough. Thank you for blessing me with two incredible ladies that will be with me for the next 3 years. I am so lucky to be able to love and confide in such baller girls :)
Thank you for my puppy. Everyone knows how much I adore her, but no one fully understands the depth of it. She is my light and my source of joy and comfort (other than Jesus, duh). I love her with all of my heart and I thank you for her sweet soul and happy personality. I can't get enough of her, either!!!
To all my readers, proverbs 3:5-6.
Molly
God thank you for this fire you have lit in my heart.
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